Sunday, June 26, 2011

My Black Moan

My moan is full groan and it is constant, it was handed to me genetically. This spirit showed up at a tender age of 5 I thought I was alive, but I was only 5, and started the destruction in my spirit. The genetics was introduced somewhere in my blood line, and as time goes on it gets stronger as it shifts from the men and women in the blood line, and sometimes my mind and my flesh I want to test my ability to invoke my uncontrollability for mental, and physical acceptance of my “Feeling Less”. As I type this entry the spirits are reading these words of my horrific spirit genetic hellhole, through my eyes…..What do I do, continue to feed or plead for my deliverance, it’s not easy

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