Shadows Of My Mind

The shadows on the walls of his mind remain dark for the unknown. The unknown is the love, attention he once had yet he took for granted it turned into rejection. The journey down a road of loneliness was caused by an impoverished lifestyle he had no control over but he had to accept. The shadows of the past remain just below the surface of his thoughts never really allowing the outside world to penetrate his deepest thoughts and emotions. He used his charisma and his charm to over compensate for him lacking the validation he long for from his mother who had no clue how deep the pain ran down into his soul. His longing to connect with a false sense of what he thought was love help further fuel his pain of addiction. His addictions and the demons of carnality he understood at an early age but had no outlet but to make every attempt to quench the thirst by feeding off of the pheromones he could smell in the wind in his sleep. The very essence of his desires as a child he knew was not normal. The spirit he first identified at a young age when he first felt alive and had to feed like a vampire on the hunt for his first feeding.  The feeding he had to get from his first victim needed to be fulfilled. After getting a taste of inevitability that spirit was full grown but it had to cohabitate with his child like ways until the time was right. You know a spirit can only dwell in a host that is willing to allow it to stay until maturity. You see he his ability to inhale that SWEETEST PHEROMONE known to mankind is his life mission.

I must go now the shadow on the walls of my mind is thirsty and wants to quench his thirst and he’s seeking another level to this spirit that wants to explode. You see to get relief from your pain you have to identify the issue before you attempt to get help.

What does your shadow say to your mind and are you acting out?

Female Pheromones Sweet Smell....

She single, needy and obviously her pheromones is telling all men she is in need of some TLC “Thick Long Cock”. Its real sad that a female don’t even have to open her  mouth and a man can tell that she has not been in the presence of man for so long, she becomes nervous. You see a woman’s pheromones are just like that of a cat, a skunk, or a dog in heat. The smell is so strong that all the men who walk near her or drive by on the street know that she’s attainable. These pheromones usually are on women who attend worship services of various denominations. Other than church, you got professional women; hell even married women pheromones are fucked up because their husbands are just disinterested, in fulfilling her emotional and physical needs. Sometimes cultural upbringing and religion has a lot to do with that as well. You see “Church Pussy” is real good pussy, because the church women have been taught since their pre-teen years to hold and save their virginity for their husbands. A woman saving herself for husband is scripture but shit, I know some church women would go back in time and fuck their Pastor up telling them that, also the mother of the church pounding that into their spirit every time church doors opened each Sunday. Pheromones of a woman speak to both women and men, now isn’t that some shit that both sexes want some of that hot hole.  This she is so powerful that men and women can be from the same family, and want to Fuck the shit out of cousin Shelly, Uncle mike, grandma is in heat to, don’t get it twisted, yes she still fucking.

You see if you have never smelt the very sexual and passionate essence of a woman’s pheromones, you have not smelt some real mentally metabolic mind altering shit that can fuck you up, just like someone sucking on a “Glass Dick, a.k.a Crack Pipe” for the very first time. The very smell of that “Pussy Secretions” makes me close my eyes just talking about this shit.

Now ya’ll gone make me want to go to church, just to inhale what I have been missing for years. The next time you attend a worship service, or go to a public office building, pay close attention to the body language, and see if you can sense a woman’s pheromones, being active.

This shit applies to men as well……Huh! Men are not excluded a woman can smell, and sense that his Dick is not getting mounted regularly, or his balls played with, nightly, by his bitch and he has not had some real hot aggressive pussy in a long time.

Now close your eyes tilt your head back and inhale!

Teach Me How To Love You

Couples meet each other on a daily basis and don't know how to love themselves but they want to start a relationship and try a love someone else. Men think that if they sex a woman up real good and buy her some gifts to validate his false surface feeling causes nothing but pain to the woman over time. A woman will try to feed a man, sex him up and wait on him hand and feet. A woman will deny herself and her children for the sake of trapping and keeping a man. Some women will go as far as asking the man NOT to work a regular job so that she can keep a watch on him.  When couples meet there are a series of questions that should be asked but it never happens becasue both the man and the woman have motives that they never disclose to the other person. You may have questions like,  Have you ever been to jail, have you ever had any STD's, do you have any children, do suffer with deppression, have you ever been raped, etc. 

If you meet someone and they say "Teach Me How To Love You", could you give them the blueprint on how to love you. Do you think they should know when you first meet. Well how can you expect love, if you don't love yourself. Love is defined diffferently by each person who desires to have it.  

The final outcome of being taught how to love can be a life changing event for both parties involved,  pay close attention.

The Next Time You Meet

Meeting a woman for the very first time should be a very memorable and unique experience that both the woman and the man should never forget. Just thinking about how you met one another, remembering the conversation you had together as well as the meal. The reasons, your expectations ans knowing if you are meant to be friends or lovers. When you get a visual on "The Who"and "The Why" then your intentions are in your mind even if your actions are deceiful in nature. Generally men preditorial in nature, and women follow in a close 2nd.  So the next time you are approached, or you are doing the approaching let your actions be true and clear.

"Forgiveness, Redemption, Restoration"

The Poet says….Forgiveness from a wife or girlfriend is sometimes verbalized for the moment until she realizes that the pain was far greater than she could have ever imagined from what was done to her. There is no set time on how long the forgiveness process takes. During the recovery time of the woman's pain she makes every attempt to allow her heart and mind regain the trust of her mate. The husband or the boyfriend will have a long journey before he is allowed to truly share the space of his wife or girlfriend again, because of her broken heart.  There are very mixed emotions from the woman, and sometimes during the recovery process she feels scorned, lonely, she will desire the emotional connection she once had with her mate. Because she has a wall of protection of being hurt again from her mate, her pheromones secret “Openness” of acceptance from other men. Her walk is different, her conversation is different, and her intimacy is different. She is having sex with her mate, but desires to make love eventually with which she seeks attention.  In the blink of an eye, she has done something that is totally against what she believes.  In the mist of her recovery, and allowing the other men to fill her time and space up she has less of an emotional connection from her husband or boyfriend.  You see once a woman gets emotionally attached with another man it is almost impossible to allow the forgiveness and the redemption to continue for her husband or boyfriend. The things she did with her husband, she is now doing with the other men, and sometimes it’s more than one man, to help fill the void of loneliness.

The constant denial of what she is doing only fuels the behavior, that is wrong, but not wrong to her because now her needs are being fulfilled all over again.  In the mist of emotional rollercoaster she still has insecurities, and expectations from her spouse or significant other. She will continue to search for signs that he continues to be unfaithful. The husband or the boyfriend truly has forgiveness in his hurt, and wants his place back in her heart, but sometimes in life the second chance may have been just too much to handle, so it never happens.

In the end the wounded relationships will either survive, they will die if they both are not trying to truly reconcile.

“What do you think, let me hear from some of our readers”.

Your Deceit

The Poet says….The spirit of sexual deceit are hidden behind the spirit of innocence, but the eyes reveals a small peak into the windows of the spirit that wants to come to the surface to whom you will meet in life. If your flesh longs for some mental and physical attention you will be deceived on the spirit that wants to devour the spirit in you. Do not be mad on about the type of person you let in your life. Your flesh feels good for the release you got.

Boundaries

The Poet says….Boundaries is in place for a reason, “The Cause” and “The Effect” of them being broken are only determined by the one who wanted to cross them. Once the boundaries have been crossed the rejection, is a reflection of how one truly feels. Forgiveness won’t fix it, but how we process what was done will allow you to understand what direction to take. To settle is to forgive, and forgiveness is to settle. Your settlement may just be an interim emotion until you are ready to leave a place that was once comfortable to your heart and mind....

Intimacy the with Sweetbread

I start by licking and sucking her toes, while she is on her back on the bed with her eyes closed. As I slowly and methodically show attention to her well toned calves as she began to try and moan silently. On the way up between her soon to be moist wet thighs, my wet tongue begins to drip from excitement. Even though I’m near her wet, soft, sweet aromatic pussy, I bypass what we both want and go straight to her stomach making sure I give her belly button a lot of attention. I then work my way down to her pelvic area and lick and kiss her inner thighs. I run my tongue up and down her thighs. When I get to the pussy, I start out by sensually kissing the outer lips. Then I begin I lick her from the bottom up and when I get to the clit, I kiss and blow on it slowly and then I suck on it softly, as I insert my long hot tongue. I twirl my tongue around her clit. I also insert 2 of my fingers gently, and placed them firm deep inside the bottom of her hot pussy canal, licking her inner walls. I love to get it wet and blow on it and in it softly and she likes it a lot as she begs for more. I guess I could say I kiss her pussy like I would kiss her, Softly, gentle, and sensual. I make love to her pussy with my mouth the same as I do making love to her mouth and lips tongue.

Intimacy with a woman’s body is beyond me giving her my dick. I enjoy the secretions of her mental thoughts of me stimulating her mind as well as her pussy. You see if she is willing to allow me to stimulate her mind, her body is the easy part after the mind has been captured.

What do you do when your partner wants more sex than you do?

First of all you have to communicate your feelings. If talking about it isn't working, seek counciling from someone that works with couples and sex.


Try some of these things:
1. Pornography or nude photos of yourself. Make sure its legal, free, and well hidden.
2. Have a sense of humor. Laughing is better then great sex because you don't have to be naked. Actually, it helps lighten the mood, where lack of sex can be stressful for some people.
3. Sometimes you can replace sex with sexual contact. Showering together, cuddling nude, oral sex/masterbation, and even watching pornography together.
4. Give in and have sex. There should be a number of times you have sex in a week/month, that both of you are comfortable with. "We will TRY to have sex 2 times a week." AND this is not set in stone.
 
As for women that want more sex, the concepts are very much the same. 1.However, in this case most men have to accept that she may desire the use of toys. 2.Her pornography is likely to be more romantic and less graphic. 3. She may also prefer a few romantic gestures rather than nude photos. 4. Cuddling, showers, and watching her favorite chick flick might cover it.

This isn't going to apply to everyone, so communicate, communicate, communicate.