PTSD My Therapist and Me The Forbidden Fruit.

As I sit in the sand with the reflection of the moon guiding my thoughts to the tips of my fingers thinking of the pheromones and intimate moans of my desires to get deep inside of what I thirst for daily is driving me to a place of mental ejaculation. Just the very thought of how good and wet that angelic pussy can get just before my tongue hits the tip of her clit that I want to suck before put my stamen deep inside her wet walls, and the therapeutic mind fuck she gives me at each time I have my therapy sessions of visual pleasure, as I sit on couch in the office of my therapist watching her twitch from just me sharing how my thoughts and spiritual transformation of my metaphoric mental instability of what makes me explode without a touch. As Sanjee ask me of how my thoughts were since our last meeting, I just look, and inhale, and stared at the camel-toe of the imprint of her Indian Pussy of what she wants me to touch in those panties that are so fucking wet and tight. Her thoughts of the forbidden fruit she knows as a therapist she should not have or desire to touch. You see I know despite her treating me for my “PTSD” (Pussy Thoughts & Sexual Dysfunction). Sanjee knows as she is treating me and teaching me that my thoughts of her 6”1 inch frame wants me to bend her over, and drop and spit in her ass, as I put my index finger inside her wet pussy, for her and I to share a taste of what she is treating me for.  In the private meetings we have weekly she almost admits of inserting her long fingers in and out of her pussy as she thinks of me.  As she squirts from my treatments, her self gratifications secretes all over her inner thighs, and on the sheets and towels she has to put down as she attempts to take a break from this mental, therapeutic relationship from therapist to patient is truly a violation of Doctor Client Privilege. The privilege for Sanjee is being able to treat a client that is so into his awareness of how long he’s been genetically fucked up from what “PUSSY” has done to his mind and to his flesh that he can’t get full satisfaction of getting his thirst quenched. Quiet as it might be kept this relationship with Sanjee developed with her client because of his narrative description of his mental destruction triggered and stirred up a side of Sanjee that she thought she had suppressed for many years.  Sanjee was not only his therapist but she also to had the same dark secret he had, they both had it.  When Sanjee’s client started sharing his story she was able to relate to his thoughts and desires to get fulfillment just like her patient.  The very first time Sanjee met with her very unique client he got her so aroused that she became flush red with emotional satisfaction.  The very pitch of his voice and his choice of words made her so wet that when he left her office, she went into her private room and pulled out her 91/2 inches or pure pleasure, closed her eyes and thought about her patient fucking her so long and so hard she would call out his name in her native language.

After many sessions of therapy with her client, Sanjee shared her story with a colleague who she thought she could trust.  Over time she found out that she could trust no one but her wet pussy that it would squirt each time she had sexual thoughts about the painful past as well ass her client physical attraction, and how smooth his cock was, just before she sucked her own pussy juices off of his cock and before he went to ass to mouth with his dick.

The next time you go to see your therapist be very careful that your “PTSD” (Pussy Thoughts & Sexual Dysfunction) turn into a taste of forbidden fruit.

If you are wet or your dick is hard that means that Sanjee and her client and you all will sleep well tonight.

Unitl she meets with him next week, Sanjee plans and orgy she knows could possibly cause her to loose her license.

Shadows Of My Mind

The shadows on the walls of his mind remain dark for the unknown. The unknown is the love, attention he once had yet he took for granted it turned into rejection. The journey down a road of loneliness was caused by an impoverished lifestyle he had no control over but he had to accept. The shadows of the past remain just below the surface of his thoughts never really allowing the outside world to penetrate his deepest thoughts and emotions. He used his charisma and his charm to over compensate for him lacking the validation he long for from his mother who had no clue how deep the pain ran down into his soul. His longing to connect with a false sense of what he thought was love help further fuel his pain of addiction. His addictions and the demons of carnality he understood at an early age but had no outlet but to make every attempt to quench the thirst by feeding off of the pheromones he could smell in the wind in his sleep. The very essence of his desires as a child he knew was not normal. The spirit he first identified at a young age when he first felt alive and had to feed like a vampire on the hunt for his first feeding.  The feeding he had to get from his first victim needed to be fulfilled. After getting a taste of inevitability that spirit was full grown but it had to cohabitate with his child like ways until the time was right. You know a spirit can only dwell in a host that is willing to allow it to stay until maturity. You see he his ability to inhale that SWEETEST PHEROMONE known to mankind is his life mission.

I must go now the shadow on the walls of my mind is thirsty and wants to quench his thirst and he’s seeking another level to this spirit that wants to explode. You see to get relief from your pain you have to identify the issue before you attempt to get help.

What does your shadow say to your mind and are you acting out?

Female Pheromones Sweet Smell....

She single, needy and obviously her pheromones is telling all men she is in need of some TLC “Thick Long Cock”. Its real sad that a female don’t even have to open her  mouth and a man can tell that she has not been in the presence of man for so long, she becomes nervous. You see a woman’s pheromones are just like that of a cat, a skunk, or a dog in heat. The smell is so strong that all the men who walk near her or drive by on the street know that she’s attainable. These pheromones usually are on women who attend worship services of various denominations. Other than church, you got professional women; hell even married women pheromones are fucked up because their husbands are just disinterested, in fulfilling her emotional and physical needs. Sometimes cultural upbringing and religion has a lot to do with that as well. You see “Church Pussy” is real good pussy, because the church women have been taught since their pre-teen years to hold and save their virginity for their husbands. A woman saving herself for husband is scripture but shit, I know some church women would go back in time and fuck their Pastor up telling them that, also the mother of the church pounding that into their spirit every time church doors opened each Sunday. Pheromones of a woman speak to both women and men, now isn’t that some shit that both sexes want some of that hot hole.  This she is so powerful that men and women can be from the same family, and want to Fuck the shit out of cousin Shelly, Uncle mike, grandma is in heat to, don’t get it twisted, yes she still fucking.

You see if you have never smelt the very sexual and passionate essence of a woman’s pheromones, you have not smelt some real mentally metabolic mind altering shit that can fuck you up, just like someone sucking on a “Glass Dick, a.k.a Crack Pipe” for the very first time. The very smell of that “Pussy Secretions” makes me close my eyes just talking about this shit.

Now ya’ll gone make me want to go to church, just to inhale what I have been missing for years. The next time you attend a worship service, or go to a public office building, pay close attention to the body language, and see if you can sense a woman’s pheromones, being active.

This shit applies to men as well……Huh! Men are not excluded a woman can smell, and sense that his Dick is not getting mounted regularly, or his balls played with, nightly, by his bitch and he has not had some real hot aggressive pussy in a long time.

Now close your eyes tilt your head back and inhale!

Taste Yourself

What is it about the law of attraction from a woman to a man? Well by the time you get finish reading this story you will have a homework assignment, then you will truly know.  You see a woman that is in touch with her body and secretions knows exactly what men desire and that is to taste what runs from the walls of her vagina like a fountain of running water. Wait, wait before you start thinking this about something nasty, but its from the mind of many men. The sweet aromatic smell of her juices is what he smells as he approaches for the very first time. The only men who know what it really is are the ones who have studied the female anatomy or who have ever tried to truly understand its more than just putting his penis inside you trying to reach his false since of satisfaction of ejaculation up and out, hell no.  This process is more deeper than than that. You see ladies as you go through out your day, you are secreting pheromones all day. The secretions will increase if you have a visual or a mental thought of what you had it the past or some man that was really attractive as you went about your day. Some women know that their sex is good, and they know how to work their body right. There are some women who also knows that they only know how to have just your more traditional intercourse that is just basic, but can be pleasing to the man. The woman with this self awareness of what she is working with knows that every man she has sex with, that he will return. This woman not only knows how to move but she knows what he wants to taste her real bad. This woman is so talented with her technique, her actions are so hypnotic most of the men have had a woman like her before. Your sitting here reading, and thinking hell I know how to make love, or sex my man up real good.  But you really want to ask yourself, do you, do you really know how to satisfy your man or the men in your life. Its late, you met this man an your wet with anticipation and curiosity of how will he make you feel after he took your clothes off, he could not get your panties off. You  were so hot he pulled your panties to the side, so that he could lick and taste your liquid gold juices.  Before he took your panties off you climaxed twice, and each time he would put his tongue inside your vagina and fold it in half so that when you got ready to CUM the 3rd time he's letting you know he want's to get every drop in his mouth.  Yes by this time you are gasping for air and he has not even put his penis deep inside to scratch what you have been wanting. 

Ok, that's enough....now do you remember earlier in this story i told you that you were going to have some homework. Well now that you are wet as hell, take your hand and insert just 1 of your fingers and insert it far as you can into your hot hole and taste what he ate. You see after tasting yourself you will understand a little bit better of what he taste and why some men really truly love to inhale, your pheromones and taste them.

Now get up and shower and wash that body, and go to sleep with a smile on your face.  

Boundaries

The Poet says….Boundaries is in place for a reason, “The Cause” and “The Effect” of them being broken are only determined by the one who wanted to cross them. Once the boundaries have been crossed the rejection, is a reflection of how one truly feels. Forgiveness won’t fix it, but how we process what was done will allow you to understand what direction to take. To settle is to forgive, and forgiveness is to settle. Your settlement may just be an interim emotion until you are ready to leave a place that was once comfortable to your heart and mind....

Broken Emotions

The Poet says....Being Broke reaches beyond your finance. Being Emotionally Broken and never getting help only prolongs your recovery. Condescending words against others to only subliminally fool yourself that you are better than those who you come in contact with daily. Only a foolish man stays in the dark. Spiritual guidance is great, but most often Medial evaluation is what's really needed.

The Cookie a Man’s First Taste

From the womb, men have been destined to taste the “Cookie” for the first time.  A male child has desires for the taste what he does not even know.  That taste is so indescribably awesome, and can take his breath away.  The first taste is so addictive, and once it has been achieved the male child wants, it each time the thought enters his mind.  It is sad but true the first taste was from his own mother. Even if the child was born by cesarean, he was close enough to smell the cookie, what he has never tasted before.  Hormones in all foods that are fed to this male child are impossible for him not to get it.  The mother first eats the hormones in various foods that are passed through the breast during feeding.  The formulas, for children even have the hormones in them, to further increase the mental and physical maturity. Boys as early as 5 years of age, desire sexual satisfaction, and have a natural thirst for this desire that will never leave their hearts, or minds.  The desires, is to constantly attain this taste, is like a Bat needing to feed for what he feels he needs for survival.  The feeding is never enough, the more he gets the more he wants.  One specific feeding ground gets old, and he desires other feeding grounds.  The feeding of these desires turns into breeding.  When the male child turns 9 or 10 years of age the desires intensifies, to the point he begins to do things different.  The difference is he begins to be concerned about his hygiene.  Simple things as taking a bath on a regular basis, and asking one of his parents to purchase cologne. The male child wants to smell good. He knows at his young age that a scent of a male can capture the attention of a woman to further his need to be inside a cookie.  There is a spirit of possessiveness that begins to take place.  The possession is like finding a gold mine, he stakes his claim on a woman, and that he thinks he has the right of passage over her cookie.  Knowing that the cookie is really hers, but in his young warp mind it belongs to him.  In the mind of this preteen he is king over the various cookies he enters.  The cookie owners have said they have no idea that they know what the cookie do to a man. That is so far from the truth, they know. A male child matures in some since of the word, he learns, more about himself, and his body.  His level of understanding about the cookie, and how it makes him feel, has come full circle.  A man’s skills, to invoke the woman’s mind to give him what he needs become second nature.  Various moves while performing various sex acts enhances a man’s ability to get the cookie again, and again.  A man will continue to change his cookie partners, throughout his life.  Over a man’s lifetime, the cat and mouse game for the sake of the cookie, get very interesting.  Sometimes the man and the woman use the power of their organs to attain, material possessions.  Cars, purchased, mortgages paid, personal debts, etc. The only way a woman will ever understand the power of her cookie, is to become a man.  The ethnicity and the external physical make up may have a grave impact on this process of getting some cookie.  Men have desires for different flavors of cat that will make him just explode with excitement.  The flavor or the color of the cookie owner intensifies the orgasmic explosion, of his climactic session of his individual expression, with the giver.  The power of a cookie makes a man creative side comes into play.  A man will desire to use helpful, toys, oils, to help them both boil, with excitement.  Some religious and non religious men have problems with even thinking about going to purchase any such tools.  Even, with suggestions from their wife or girlfriend who would like it.  A woman asking, or hinting does not mean a man can’t handle his business, during an intimate moment?  What it means is she wants more excitement and wants to enhance the moment.  This could also mean she has had someone in the past that could hit the bottom, of her hot canal, and fill up her hot hole all the way up.  A man has to know which situation he fits in.  Couples that may be experiencing sexual frustration can fix that problem for as little as $7.95 cents.  For $7.95 can only fix or enhance what the two of them already have going on at a specific time.  This toy is known as “The Bullet”.   Some men go through life thinking that they can really lick or stick a cookie better than any other man walking.  One thing a man should “NOT” do is to ask a specific cookie giver, is he the best she never had.  Well, I am sorry to tell you that there are men out there that will put a particular man to shame with their skills.  Your wife or girlfriend has run across a man like this in their life time.  Before you she has had a few or many, it really does not matter.  If a man asks that question, he should be ready for the answer.  A lot of times a woman will not save your ego, and she will speak the truth, and “Rip” your heart out right out of its socket.  You’re wife or girlfriend doesn’t want to hurt you, but hey you asked. So men, you want to stay away from that question.  Okay, take a walk with me about fixing, or enhancing the cookie session.  Get your girl to lie down and close her eyes on the bed.  Begin kissing her closed eye lids, then taking your fingers, and lightly running your hands on both sides of her neck.  Doing this will definitely make her tingle all over. Change what part of the body you will touch.  Don’t just automatically go to the chest.  While kissing you’re boo passionately, and gently touching her breast with your hands will have her moaning, and squirming for more.  Take out your new toy, you purchased for $7.95 and push the little button on the top, and place it gently on and off of her “Clit”.  At this point during the cookie session, she will begin to grab your “Rod” of ecstasy.  As, the “Clit” continues being stimulated, your partner will get so wet, and may even cum, before you get inside the hot cookie.  Now, come around in front of her, and continue rubbing her “Clit” with one hand.  With the other hand, slowly rubbing the head of your rod, in and around her very wet cat.  When she is at a point of no return, thrust yourself deep inside, back and forth, your wife or girlfriend will cum, back to back, a guaranteed to scream, an breath hard.  Your wife or girlfriend will be so satisfied with the added member to the family.  Men of various backgrounds sometimes have trouble keeping it real about, the cookie and its power.  Sometimes, religion, or manmade rules and regulations make some men shut down, and not discuss the desires, or concerns.  The cookie over the years have even made men even commit murder.  Remember a man try’s and stake his claim on something that is not even his.  Also the cookie has even destroyed governments, and city officials. Pastors and elders in the various Christian churches have closed churches.  Souls have been sold to the devil for the sake of the cookie.  A cookie over time has caused family’s pain and turmoil.  A man being married, and his flesh is week, and being faithful does not even enter his thought process anymore.  The reason a man fail is, his communication with his wife stop. To help stop or slow down, cookie seekers is to talk.  If things get board, talk about what you can do to fix it. 

Written by:                                                         The Poet                                                                              April 20, 2009

Invoking Silent Communication

Body language, facial expressions speaks without an individual even opening their mouths.  The body and the eyes are used to deceive, but some time please, after you have been teased.  The silent communication is predatory in nature that makes us want to taste her, or for her to ride him like a stallion.  She is sometime another man’s girlfriend, and even another mans wife, whose life is full of selfish strife.  The silent predatory spirit comes out mostly when there is no mental stimulation, and sometime sexual dysfunction at home.  Some men are no different from a woman with their Invoking silent deceitful communication.   Silent communication is used so frequently the person doing the invoking is part of their own persona.  In the world of no positive interaction, we as humans naturally have an open or closed type of spirit that is used positive or negative.  Husbands use it on their wives, wives use it on their husbands, and both of them may use it when they are trying to step outside the boundaries of their marriage.  The lack of open communication between couples, in their mind tells them that he or she will not even try to give me what I want, so at the one instance they allow the enemy come in and change the marriage into a game that no one wins but the enemy.  Silent communication got the man and the woman together in the beginning, but after they hook up, the tone goes from silence to a lot of spoken words.  Over time the interest changes, a lone with desires then the silence returns.  Time passes and both the man and the woman continue the charade of false interest.  The false emotional and sexual interest is just taken too far.  The man is doing just like the woman, both of them just begin to give the other just enough to think they are still interested.  Because of family expectations, the couple discusses getting married, and having a family.  He doesn’t want her, and she don’t want him, but both are just fake as can be.  Hell, the man ask the woman, will you marry me, she says yes, because it sounds like a good thing, to do because the family thinks, it is great.  The same family that came up with this idea also knew that the couple should have cut their losses.  After a while of the family, continue talking about marriage, a date has been set.  The hype is on; she acts, like she is really feeling this brother.  The reason that she don’t cancel his assignment, and get another, because his chips, is a little long.  You see the cold peace is, she is invoking another form of silent communication.  The man is no different, he has basically stopped talking to his girl, but the second round draft pick, has become the number one stunner.  The wife has the title, but the side jump off has made him feel better than his wife.  Silently he has invoked silent communication, and once again the enemy has won in this game. 

You see the romance you start with you must always keep in mind that we have a desire to maintain what you had in the beginning.  Stop the Silent communication; learn to talk about everything, the good and the bad.  Remember the other shadow you have in your life, may not be the right covering you need to stand under in your time of need.  Turn, and learn to stand under the shadow, that covered your heart and mind, while walking down path of such a blissful eternity, or romance.

Written by:                             The POET                                                             August 30, 2009