PTSD My Therapist and Me The Forbidden Fruit.

As I sit in the sand with the reflection of the moon guiding my thoughts to the tips of my fingers thinking of the pheromones and intimate moans of my desires to get deep inside of what I thirst for daily is driving me to a place of mental ejaculation. Just the very thought of how good and wet that angelic pussy can get just before my tongue hits the tip of her clit that I want to suck before put my stamen deep inside her wet walls, and the therapeutic mind fuck she gives me at each time I have my therapy sessions of visual pleasure, as I sit on couch in the office of my therapist watching her twitch from just me sharing how my thoughts and spiritual transformation of my metaphoric mental instability of what makes me explode without a touch. As Sanjee ask me of how my thoughts were since our last meeting, I just look, and inhale, and stared at the camel-toe of the imprint of her Indian Pussy of what she wants me to touch in those panties that are so fucking wet and tight. Her thoughts of the forbidden fruit she knows as a therapist she should not have or desire to touch. You see I know despite her treating me for my “PTSD” (Pussy Thoughts & Sexual Dysfunction). Sanjee knows as she is treating me and teaching me that my thoughts of her 6”1 inch frame wants me to bend her over, and drop and spit in her ass, as I put my index finger inside her wet pussy, for her and I to share a taste of what she is treating me for.  In the private meetings we have weekly she almost admits of inserting her long fingers in and out of her pussy as she thinks of me.  As she squirts from my treatments, her self gratifications secretes all over her inner thighs, and on the sheets and towels she has to put down as she attempts to take a break from this mental, therapeutic relationship from therapist to patient is truly a violation of Doctor Client Privilege. The privilege for Sanjee is being able to treat a client that is so into his awareness of how long he’s been genetically fucked up from what “PUSSY” has done to his mind and to his flesh that he can’t get full satisfaction of getting his thirst quenched. Quiet as it might be kept this relationship with Sanjee developed with her client because of his narrative description of his mental destruction triggered and stirred up a side of Sanjee that she thought she had suppressed for many years.  Sanjee was not only his therapist but she also to had the same dark secret he had, they both had it.  When Sanjee’s client started sharing his story she was able to relate to his thoughts and desires to get fulfillment just like her patient.  The very first time Sanjee met with her very unique client he got her so aroused that she became flush red with emotional satisfaction.  The very pitch of his voice and his choice of words made her so wet that when he left her office, she went into her private room and pulled out her 91/2 inches or pure pleasure, closed her eyes and thought about her patient fucking her so long and so hard she would call out his name in her native language.

After many sessions of therapy with her client, Sanjee shared her story with a colleague who she thought she could trust.  Over time she found out that she could trust no one but her wet pussy that it would squirt each time she had sexual thoughts about the painful past as well ass her client physical attraction, and how smooth his cock was, just before she sucked her own pussy juices off of his cock and before he went to ass to mouth with his dick.

The next time you go to see your therapist be very careful that your “PTSD” (Pussy Thoughts & Sexual Dysfunction) turn into a taste of forbidden fruit.

If you are wet or your dick is hard that means that Sanjee and her client and you all will sleep well tonight.

Unitl she meets with him next week, Sanjee plans and orgy she knows could possibly cause her to loose her license.

A Woman's Essence

The very essence of a woman’s existence is based on what she may or may not have experienced in her life. A woman with the love of her father and the envy of her mother can cause her heart to become hardened overtime. A woman with a hard and broken heart can lead down a road of un-forgiveness, resentment and many broken relationships trying to feel the void of loneliness or a false since of happiness from any man that attempts to insert his lies, emotions, and his tongue of deceit into her life. You see a broken woman secrete her pheromones to the universe and men from many corners of the earth can smell her pain and her desires. She secretes brokenness, yet the men only see sex and they have no concern that she is broken.  The dust never settles from one man before the next one comes alone to add to her pain.

Ladies what is your pheromones secreting positive or negative energy.

Mid-Life Romance Restoration

 Mid-Life romance can remain the same if couples would both commit to keeping the relationship alive. Of course do to the body chemistry forever changing, it may have changed over the years but keeping up with health will be key for this to manifest in a good way. Both the husband and the wife will have to understand and re-evaluate and figure out what has changed, and use that it to base what changes will be made.  Prior to taking on the task of re-evaluation of the couple’s relationship, seeking a therapist that specializes in marriages would be the most recommend.  Yes, I know a lot of men don’t believe in therapist, or therapy and anything they stand for or sitting in front of someone sharing their most intimate activity to a complete stranger. It wont be easy, but once the couples can agree on going that is only half the battle. You see by them both going and being very honest about what their individualized thoughts are about romance it can only help them move forward into the future. Most men and women do struggle with getting older. If you can take a moment to remember what you observed about your mother and father went through could be used as a guideline if what you remembered was somewhat positive.

Couples can close the emotional gap by recognizing that it is, and can be a problem if they want to continue to have a healthy romantic marriage, with great and satisfying sex.

Now go and have one of several meeting with a therapist and come back to this post a share a little of what you may have learned about you, or about your spouse as a couple, and let the world hear your success story.

Voices, Choices, Do You Understand

LADIES.........In life you have choices, and you have voices, you choose to do what you think is right and wrong with your relationships. You also have voices that love to tell you what you should do, or should not do from someone who has been alone since the disciples was on earth. You see ladies if you want to find the truth about a man, ask a man that you trust that and you are not intimate with, or have no desire to be intimate with. Stop going on your assumption on what you think a man will do or how he thinks. You see ladies you want to really know how to get deep with this. First, your keeping him is not about how hot and wet your "Cat"" Sweet Bread" or whatever you call your "Vee Jay Jay" can really get.  A close friend of the Poet's years ago said that when a man cheats, or steps outside the home for sexual needs, it is not about the "Vee Jay Jay", The "Vee Jay Jay" is just one of the rewards he gets while seeking someone to talk to. You see ladies, first stop barking at your husband, man, boyfriend, boo, or friend, or whatever his title is.  Remember while you talking at him crazy ass hell, she is not, she is "Listening" to him consoling him, comforting him, and doing just the opposite of what you are not doing for him or to him. You know ladies you got to understand, despite him being saved, religious, Holy, Mormon, JW, Muslim, etc, the man process is the same. Sometimes his not being faithful has nothing to do with you, but his low self-esteem but him wanting to feel accepted, and sexual acceptance is self fulfilling.  Learn to hear what he has to say, also try and hear the things he is not saying, pay close attention.

Now if you have a man that is very Loving, Comforting, Kind Husband, Man, Boo etc, Keep pushing and keep trying, to understand what his needs are, and learn what you can accept or won't accept.

Men......You can be putting it down in the bedroom, don't mean your woman won't step out on you. You can pay all of the bills in your house, she can have a nice car, and don't have to work, and you can be very affectionate don't mean crap. A long tool than can run deep, with financial pockets won't keep your woman off her back with other men, if it's in her it is in her, just like a man. I am not making excuses for the behavior of both men and women, but in reality, this is happening daily. First off, most men think, if they are showing affection, and intimacy without sex, is a sign of weakness. A lot of men are not making Love to their woman, they are "Screwing" them, they are not making Love. Ladies you know if he is making love to you are not. Stop fooling yourself, if he is not holding you, caressing you, and doing the things, you know he knows how to please you, that means you have been getting "Screwed". There is a difference in what you get. All women desire to have a nice house or home with a white picked fence, there is a difference. Men stop thinking like the ladies your "Dick" is not the trick or the "Magic Wand" or the solution for a successful relationship.

Ladies and Gentlemen, if you was never have been taught your role as a man or woman, Ladies get with a mature woman who will really show you and tell you what the game is really about. Men you try and connect with a man who thinks with something other than his "Dick". You see there are some of what I call "The Old Heads" who really understand what it is. Let someone teach you, treat you, reach you, and get you to the place you want to be.

Ladies, and gents, evaluate where you are, evaluate where you are going, but most of all evaluate what you want and what you desire to be in your relationship, and strive to continue to understand who you are with.

In closing even if it is not "Sexual" there will always be another man or another woman to provide a listening ear to your mate. This listening ear does not mean that sex is going down, but in the end it can happen, but that is another story from your boy "THE POET" telling some real truth.