Understanding My Flesh

At the young tender age of 5 she introduced herself to me. The invitation was sent from hell, and it was sent to me as a comforter like Jesus was to Christians of the world. The demon was given instructions to comfort me like my mother.  This that dwells within me is destroying me from the inside out. I’m too familiar with want it wants to do with me and to me. I pray daily for peace within my spirit, but as I pray it causes me to thirst for what I see, and for the things I can’t see. Can you imagine that at the young age of 5 they walk with me, they talk with me, and even control me, as they move me to act out what I can’t prove to no man. The only ones who really know what I am and who I am despite the gifts have to know and have a clear understanding of this demon.  You see your spirit is like my spirit yet un-manifested. Each relationship I have had I make every attempt to introduce or explain my demons and my pain. On the surface I may appear as a typical oversexed middle age man who has been suffering for over 4 decades.  I am a prime example of an entity that cohabitates with the confines of the supernatural below this earth and above the ground. There is known and un-known knowledge of humans like me exist, or should I say not to many are open to share what dwells in the mind of a sexual being. If you are not in touch with your sexuality or know what dwells beneath your carnal surface, your will remain in the dark of understanding the external you, and the spiritual or demonic you. 

To know me is to understand me, to understand me is to know the various sides of my many dimensions of my intellect, my level of sex, and the forces I carry or I allow you to see as part of who I really am. If the mortals of this universe could spend the day viewing what I experience through my eyes, as I begin to secrete ecstasy from my loins and each one that I see in person, or in print causes my mind pause for me to breath deep as I imagine her naked and ready and have no clue that its about to go down. The skin tone from Brazilian to South African I want it all.  The thirst does not mean that the one who I have chosen to be the wife is lacking, but I want to include the wife and the spirit together.  The expectation, and the outcome, will never manifest but in my dreams they are all options because I control the outcome.

I ask my wife to pray for her husband. She is unaware and clueless how deep these demons summons her husband’s flesh daily. Explaining the forbidden union of spirit and flesh is truly inconceivable to those who can’t understand how strong the demonic forces are deep imbedded in her husband and friend.  To fully understand and accept it may never happen but yet it exists among our modern times.

The next time you look into the eyes of man like me, be aware and pay close attention to the spirit I could transfer to you if you desire to taste this from all who dwells in this carnal demonic host I call a man.

Be careful and cautious, I’m seeking to use you as a host to further my destruction.

Loud Silence

What does silence sounds like to a man or a woman who wants to someone to listen to their cries of their needs and wants of love and validation. The loud cries that has no sound can truly be herd by those who supposed to hear the need of their significant other. So many men and women can hear but refuse to hear what may have been caused by them in the first place. Than lack of care, concern, will have an outcome than can destroy trust, intimacy inside and outside the home.  What loud, silent cries have you been entrusted to pay attention to but have ignored.

"Husbands and Wives How Do You View Each Other"

The Poet says…..The matters of the heart, should start at home.  Emotional distance from the home will harden the heart, and the love may never return, once it is gone. The Husband and the wife should be able to speak to one another, about what is lacking. Watch out for the “Other Shadow” lurking in the mist. You see the other shadow will, basically replace your ass, in every aspect. Men, or Ladies a listening, and understanding ear, from the outside can and will eventually cause your significant other to enjoy the Time, Space, and Matter….of another man or woman. Men don’t think because your ass, is paying bills, being affectionate, domesticated, and you can even lick the hell out of that cat, and your dick can scratch all her itches, don’t mean shit. Ladies, if you won’t suck that dick, and anything else, you can think of you really need to step up your game, and stop giving your man some pity Pussy, you know what that is, it is that Pussy you offer or give him just to shut his ass up, that other woman, will hold your man, and make him feel, loved, and fuck the shit out of him, and send his ass home with a smile on his face each time, and fuck him hard. She will first get in his head and get his attention, and then she takes his body.

Broken Promises

The Poet says…Coming home to a husband or wife with no love is, like coming home to emptiness. Each day you pull up to get out of the car, and all you want to do is to drive by, and never stop. He said, he loved her but they sleep in separate beds. She said I need more from you, he said I don’t want to talk about, it. She said ok, I am tired of begging for you to touch, and talk to me. He did not care, but another man who will listen to her needs and say yes.

Your Mouth

The Poet says…Some people mouths need birth control. If they “THINK” before they speak they will not birth negativity into their own element, and reap from what they said. Some people do it so much they have no idea how wrong it really is. Wake up family and keep other people business out your mouth. This also means anyone outside your house like Mother-In-Law, Father-In-Law, cousins, etc….it causes problems for folks, and you. “Oh! Now I remember why my family is not talking me, it was my mouth again?

Broken Emotions

The Poet says....Being Broke reaches beyond your finance. Being Emotionally Broken and never getting help only prolongs your recovery. Condescending words against others to only subliminally fool yourself that you are better than those who you come in contact with daily. Only a foolish man stays in the dark. Spiritual guidance is great, but most often Medial evaluation is what's really needed.