Understanding My Flesh

At the young tender age of 5 she introduced herself to me. The invitation was sent from hell, and it was sent to me as a comforter like Jesus was to Christians of the world. The demon was given instructions to comfort me like my mother.  This that dwells within me is destroying me from the inside out. I’m too familiar with want it wants to do with me and to me. I pray daily for peace within my spirit, but as I pray it causes me to thirst for what I see, and for the things I can’t see. Can you imagine that at the young age of 5 they walk with me, they talk with me, and even control me, as they move me to act out what I can’t prove to no man. The only ones who really know what I am and who I am despite the gifts have to know and have a clear understanding of this demon.  You see your spirit is like my spirit yet un-manifested. Each relationship I have had I make every attempt to introduce or explain my demons and my pain. On the surface I may appear as a typical oversexed middle age man who has been suffering for over 4 decades.  I am a prime example of an entity that cohabitates with the confines of the supernatural below this earth and above the ground. There is known and un-known knowledge of humans like me exist, or should I say not to many are open to share what dwells in the mind of a sexual being. If you are not in touch with your sexuality or know what dwells beneath your carnal surface, your will remain in the dark of understanding the external you, and the spiritual or demonic you. 

To know me is to understand me, to understand me is to know the various sides of my many dimensions of my intellect, my level of sex, and the forces I carry or I allow you to see as part of who I really am. If the mortals of this universe could spend the day viewing what I experience through my eyes, as I begin to secrete ecstasy from my loins and each one that I see in person, or in print causes my mind pause for me to breath deep as I imagine her naked and ready and have no clue that its about to go down. The skin tone from Brazilian to South African I want it all.  The thirst does not mean that the one who I have chosen to be the wife is lacking, but I want to include the wife and the spirit together.  The expectation, and the outcome, will never manifest but in my dreams they are all options because I control the outcome.

I ask my wife to pray for her husband. She is unaware and clueless how deep these demons summons her husband’s flesh daily. Explaining the forbidden union of spirit and flesh is truly inconceivable to those who can’t understand how strong the demonic forces are deep imbedded in her husband and friend.  To fully understand and accept it may never happen but yet it exists among our modern times.

The next time you look into the eyes of man like me, be aware and pay close attention to the spirit I could transfer to you if you desire to taste this from all who dwells in this carnal demonic host I call a man.

Be careful and cautious, I’m seeking to use you as a host to further my destruction.

She’s Married With No Husband "Un-Loved" by "He-Promised"

 

The preconceived thought that marriage should last forever is the desire of many men and women. When a woman meets a man instantly she knows if she wants a relationship that will one day lead to marriage. Then on the other hand you have some women their only desire is to have fun and have little to no expectation, or accountability to no one man. When a real woman finds a man whom she feels is her life mate, she will begin to develop a true friendship, which turns into a real love relationship, and eventually a life that women fantasize about having. 30 years ago her name was “Un-Loved” when she met this man who for 10 years was her boyfriend and became her husband. When “Un-Loved” met “He-Promised” she thought that this man would be a great husband and friend. Early in their relationship she was young and so very beautiful he was handsome but he had no idea how deep the love was that “Un-Loved” had for him.  You see when a woman of her caliber connects with a man like “He Promised” he should have known she was something special. Since the beginning of time men have always have taken love like “Un-Loved” for granted. “Un-Loved” was so beautiful she was breath taken, sweet, loving and very affectionate but she was young, and had only started learning just how beautiful she was and the power she had when it came to actually getting what she needed.  After 10 years of dating “Un-Loved and “He-Promised” got married. During the 10 year court ship “Un-Loved” had developed into a real woman with much more maturity.  Un-Loved mind, and her body had blossomed and “He-Promised” after 10 years of courtship, should have really step up to the plate when it came to fulfilling the needs of his very beautiful girlfriend turned wife.  Early on in the relationship he made many promises that only was in the beginning but over time he did not have what it took to satisfy “Un-Loved”.  “Un-Loved” at no time changed on her expressing her love for “He-Promised”.  For all the years of their courtship and marriage “Un-Loved” never changed.  Over the years “Un-Loved” became ill and suffered will arthritis.  After being diagnosed her focus was not only to understand and accept her diagnosis but as a wife she never forgot her role as “He-Promised” wife. At this point in her life “Un-Loved” as woman wanted comfort from her husband only got her needs met just for little while. She wanted to know that he would be there in her time of need. Early on in the beginning of her sickness he was there but as time went on, he pulled back. When a woman or a man gets sick the want to know that whom they are with will support them and love them despite them being sick. After that devastating news about having rheumatoid arthritis, and diabetes was another sickness that is share with by the doctors of this Jersey Beauty.  Overtime the diabetes eventually took one of “Un-Loved” legs above the knee. After experiencing a couple of medical issues “Un-Loved” had remembered that her husband had stop expressing his love before she lost her leg.  “He-Promised” had definitely fallen out of love with “Un-Loved” but she really did not pay it much attention, but it had happened.  After time when on “Un-Loved” had lost her second leg and that is when she noticed that her husband and friend of 30 years had her feeling like and “Un-Loved” wife but she did not want to believe it.  Things had gotten so bad that she had ask for he husband to leave only after 5 months to ask him to come back home.  After doing that “Un-Loved” should have never asked her husband to come back home, but she was missing him.  After “Un-Loved” ask her husband to come home for the second time, it was the worst thing she had ever done.  Hell “Un-Loved” could not take it and she moved to another state.  After she moved she was really missing her husband and was hoping he would move to the state she was in to show that he cared and he really wanted his wife and family.  He-Promised” would text, sometimes, and even drive several hours, only to act like he cared and wanted his wife.  “Un-Loved” would get tired with this because it was heavy on her heart.

“Un-Loved” wants love from her husband “He-Promised”. “He-Promised” to love her, honor her; cherish her, to sickness and in health.  “Un-Loved” continues to get stronger and is learning to empower herself with the love of God.

Love should never be given based on if you have all of your limbs, or become ill. A woman needs Love, Love and much understanding.

Angles, Sprits, & Human Desires

The very essence of each one that walks near me I desire.  The forbidden fruit of intimacy continue to plague the walls of my mind. The various colors of their skin and the pheromones of the sweetness, that sits just at the bottom of their panties that absorb what I desire to drink and to taste. The inner thighs remain moist from the secretions that never stop flowing. I smell them before they reach my visual and mental satisfaction of how deep my thirst goes. That sweet aroma can only be described as mind altering. Each one I meet or see each have their uniqueness about them. Yes the external has a lot to do with how far my imagination travels but in the end they are not the same despite what others may say. The power of the very structure of her existence is that of our creator, creating each and every one of them in his own divine image.  The creation of the woman and all of her beauty internal and external would have a long lasting affect to all of mankind earthly and heavenly.  The power, the beauty, would not only be desired by men on earth but also that of some of Gods Angels. The Bible speaks about that not only was God please with what he had created but he knew the trials and tribulations of his creations would cause a break down on earth, beginning in the garden Eden and in heaven.  You see our creator was so skilled that the Angels wanted to taste what I have been describing in the beginning of this story. The only way the Angels could taste and feel what God created was in become human.  The only way to do that is to give up their heavenly abilities. Yes no more spiritual talents, no power of any sort that God had given them.  Now you know that if and Angel from heaven desires to be with the women on earth and to lose it all is some really powerful stuff. In the end God got mad at them just like he is mad at us that we are already hear on this forsaken earth that is truly a place of destruction.

Until his return the water falls that secrete from the lower parts of women will continue to give birth, and be used to control the masses of what we know as being normal.

I must go know the wind just blew by the windows of my mind another peace of forbidden fruit that I want to understand why my thirst is never satisfied. I was aware this since I was a young boy. Many have one, some have many I only have one.

Oh! Wait can you smell that, oh yes another sweet pheromone coming this way.

Female Pheromones Sweet Smell....

She single, needy and obviously her pheromones is telling all men she is in need of some TLC “Thick Long Cock”. Its real sad that a female don’t even have to open her  mouth and a man can tell that she has not been in the presence of man for so long, she becomes nervous. You see a woman’s pheromones are just like that of a cat, a skunk, or a dog in heat. The smell is so strong that all the men who walk near her or drive by on the street know that she’s attainable. These pheromones usually are on women who attend worship services of various denominations. Other than church, you got professional women; hell even married women pheromones are fucked up because their husbands are just disinterested, in fulfilling her emotional and physical needs. Sometimes cultural upbringing and religion has a lot to do with that as well. You see “Church Pussy” is real good pussy, because the church women have been taught since their pre-teen years to hold and save their virginity for their husbands. A woman saving herself for husband is scripture but shit, I know some church women would go back in time and fuck their Pastor up telling them that, also the mother of the church pounding that into their spirit every time church doors opened each Sunday. Pheromones of a woman speak to both women and men, now isn’t that some shit that both sexes want some of that hot hole.  This she is so powerful that men and women can be from the same family, and want to Fuck the shit out of cousin Shelly, Uncle mike, grandma is in heat to, don’t get it twisted, yes she still fucking.

You see if you have never smelt the very sexual and passionate essence of a woman’s pheromones, you have not smelt some real mentally metabolic mind altering shit that can fuck you up, just like someone sucking on a “Glass Dick, a.k.a Crack Pipe” for the very first time. The very smell of that “Pussy Secretions” makes me close my eyes just talking about this shit.

Now ya’ll gone make me want to go to church, just to inhale what I have been missing for years. The next time you attend a worship service, or go to a public office building, pay close attention to the body language, and see if you can sense a woman’s pheromones, being active.

This shit applies to men as well……Huh! Men are not excluded a woman can smell, and sense that his Dick is not getting mounted regularly, or his balls played with, nightly, by his bitch and he has not had some real hot aggressive pussy in a long time.

Now close your eyes tilt your head back and inhale!

Mid-Life Romance Restoration

 Mid-Life romance can remain the same if couples would both commit to keeping the relationship alive. Of course do to the body chemistry forever changing, it may have changed over the years but keeping up with health will be key for this to manifest in a good way. Both the husband and the wife will have to understand and re-evaluate and figure out what has changed, and use that it to base what changes will be made.  Prior to taking on the task of re-evaluation of the couple’s relationship, seeking a therapist that specializes in marriages would be the most recommend.  Yes, I know a lot of men don’t believe in therapist, or therapy and anything they stand for or sitting in front of someone sharing their most intimate activity to a complete stranger. It wont be easy, but once the couples can agree on going that is only half the battle. You see by them both going and being very honest about what their individualized thoughts are about romance it can only help them move forward into the future. Most men and women do struggle with getting older. If you can take a moment to remember what you observed about your mother and father went through could be used as a guideline if what you remembered was somewhat positive.

Couples can close the emotional gap by recognizing that it is, and can be a problem if they want to continue to have a healthy romantic marriage, with great and satisfying sex.

Now go and have one of several meeting with a therapist and come back to this post a share a little of what you may have learned about you, or about your spouse as a couple, and let the world hear your success story.

Teach Me How To Love You

Couples meet each other on a daily basis and don't know how to love themselves but they want to start a relationship and try a love someone else. Men think that if they sex a woman up real good and buy her some gifts to validate his false surface feeling causes nothing but pain to the woman over time. A woman will try to feed a man, sex him up and wait on him hand and feet. A woman will deny herself and her children for the sake of trapping and keeping a man. Some women will go as far as asking the man NOT to work a regular job so that she can keep a watch on him.  When couples meet there are a series of questions that should be asked but it never happens becasue both the man and the woman have motives that they never disclose to the other person. You may have questions like,  Have you ever been to jail, have you ever had any STD's, do you have any children, do suffer with deppression, have you ever been raped, etc. 

If you meet someone and they say "Teach Me How To Love You", could you give them the blueprint on how to love you. Do you think they should know when you first meet. Well how can you expect love, if you don't love yourself. Love is defined diffferently by each person who desires to have it.  

The final outcome of being taught how to love can be a life changing event for both parties involved,  pay close attention.

The Next Time You Meet

Meeting a woman for the very first time should be a very memorable and unique experience that both the woman and the man should never forget. Just thinking about how you met one another, remembering the conversation you had together as well as the meal. The reasons, your expectations ans knowing if you are meant to be friends or lovers. When you get a visual on "The Who"and "The Why" then your intentions are in your mind even if your actions are deceiful in nature. Generally men preditorial in nature, and women follow in a close 2nd.  So the next time you are approached, or you are doing the approaching let your actions be true and clear.

Soul of A Woman

The Poet says…..The souls of women have been consumed and lost in time due to the lack of commitment. False commitments of love, romance, and a life that is promised but broken before the journey begins, causes pain.  A woman’s soul hangs in the balance before she meets the man she has been destined to be with and her soul yearns for what some men proclaim to know but have no idea. The pain that is caused by some men runs so deep that only time can heal. Souls are not meant to be broken, but they are meant to be joined with others for unity and understanding.

Expectations

The Poet says……Men need to learn to secrete more emotions, and knowledge if they really want to connect with their significant other.  If women can’t see past the size of a man’s tool, or how deep he can get while scratching that occasional itch, she will always end up with the same thing, a Wet Ass, A Happy Pussy, but never the real nurturing men she needs and deserves to be with. You see without her having and expectations from any man, everyone who she meets will treat her just like a trick……Come on ladies make your man accountable for you, not just your pussy.

"Husbands and Wives How Do You View Each Other"

The Poet says…..The matters of the heart, should start at home.  Emotional distance from the home will harden the heart, and the love may never return, once it is gone. The Husband and the wife should be able to speak to one another, about what is lacking. Watch out for the “Other Shadow” lurking in the mist. You see the other shadow will, basically replace your ass, in every aspect. Men, or Ladies a listening, and understanding ear, from the outside can and will eventually cause your significant other to enjoy the Time, Space, and Matter….of another man or woman. Men don’t think because your ass, is paying bills, being affectionate, domesticated, and you can even lick the hell out of that cat, and your dick can scratch all her itches, don’t mean shit. Ladies, if you won’t suck that dick, and anything else, you can think of you really need to step up your game, and stop giving your man some pity Pussy, you know what that is, it is that Pussy you offer or give him just to shut his ass up, that other woman, will hold your man, and make him feel, loved, and fuck the shit out of him, and send his ass home with a smile on his face each time, and fuck him hard. She will first get in his head and get his attention, and then she takes his body.

"Know Your Needs"

The Poet says....If you feel like your, Mind, Heart, and Soul is under siege, drop to your knees, and seek help from the only one who can give it to you, stop running from what need to deal with, you have been feeling a certain kinda way for a long time.....Real Talk.