Understanding My Flesh

At the young tender age of 5 she introduced herself to me. The invitation was sent from hell, and it was sent to me as a comforter like Jesus was to Christians of the world. The demon was given instructions to comfort me like my mother.  This that dwells within me is destroying me from the inside out. I’m too familiar with want it wants to do with me and to me. I pray daily for peace within my spirit, but as I pray it causes me to thirst for what I see, and for the things I can’t see. Can you imagine that at the young age of 5 they walk with me, they talk with me, and even control me, as they move me to act out what I can’t prove to no man. The only ones who really know what I am and who I am despite the gifts have to know and have a clear understanding of this demon.  You see your spirit is like my spirit yet un-manifested. Each relationship I have had I make every attempt to introduce or explain my demons and my pain. On the surface I may appear as a typical oversexed middle age man who has been suffering for over 4 decades.  I am a prime example of an entity that cohabitates with the confines of the supernatural below this earth and above the ground. There is known and un-known knowledge of humans like me exist, or should I say not to many are open to share what dwells in the mind of a sexual being. If you are not in touch with your sexuality or know what dwells beneath your carnal surface, your will remain in the dark of understanding the external you, and the spiritual or demonic you. 

To know me is to understand me, to understand me is to know the various sides of my many dimensions of my intellect, my level of sex, and the forces I carry or I allow you to see as part of who I really am. If the mortals of this universe could spend the day viewing what I experience through my eyes, as I begin to secrete ecstasy from my loins and each one that I see in person, or in print causes my mind pause for me to breath deep as I imagine her naked and ready and have no clue that its about to go down. The skin tone from Brazilian to South African I want it all.  The thirst does not mean that the one who I have chosen to be the wife is lacking, but I want to include the wife and the spirit together.  The expectation, and the outcome, will never manifest but in my dreams they are all options because I control the outcome.

I ask my wife to pray for her husband. She is unaware and clueless how deep these demons summons her husband’s flesh daily. Explaining the forbidden union of spirit and flesh is truly inconceivable to those who can’t understand how strong the demonic forces are deep imbedded in her husband and friend.  To fully understand and accept it may never happen but yet it exists among our modern times.

The next time you look into the eyes of man like me, be aware and pay close attention to the spirit I could transfer to you if you desire to taste this from all who dwells in this carnal demonic host I call a man.

Be careful and cautious, I’m seeking to use you as a host to further my destruction.

Mid-Life Romance Restoration

 Mid-Life romance can remain the same if couples would both commit to keeping the relationship alive. Of course do to the body chemistry forever changing, it may have changed over the years but keeping up with health will be key for this to manifest in a good way. Both the husband and the wife will have to understand and re-evaluate and figure out what has changed, and use that it to base what changes will be made.  Prior to taking on the task of re-evaluation of the couple’s relationship, seeking a therapist that specializes in marriages would be the most recommend.  Yes, I know a lot of men don’t believe in therapist, or therapy and anything they stand for or sitting in front of someone sharing their most intimate activity to a complete stranger. It wont be easy, but once the couples can agree on going that is only half the battle. You see by them both going and being very honest about what their individualized thoughts are about romance it can only help them move forward into the future. Most men and women do struggle with getting older. If you can take a moment to remember what you observed about your mother and father went through could be used as a guideline if what you remembered was somewhat positive.

Couples can close the emotional gap by recognizing that it is, and can be a problem if they want to continue to have a healthy romantic marriage, with great and satisfying sex.

Now go and have one of several meeting with a therapist and come back to this post a share a little of what you may have learned about you, or about your spouse as a couple, and let the world hear your success story.

Teach Me How To Love You

Couples meet each other on a daily basis and don't know how to love themselves but they want to start a relationship and try a love someone else. Men think that if they sex a woman up real good and buy her some gifts to validate his false surface feeling causes nothing but pain to the woman over time. A woman will try to feed a man, sex him up and wait on him hand and feet. A woman will deny herself and her children for the sake of trapping and keeping a man. Some women will go as far as asking the man NOT to work a regular job so that she can keep a watch on him.  When couples meet there are a series of questions that should be asked but it never happens becasue both the man and the woman have motives that they never disclose to the other person. You may have questions like,  Have you ever been to jail, have you ever had any STD's, do you have any children, do suffer with deppression, have you ever been raped, etc. 

If you meet someone and they say "Teach Me How To Love You", could you give them the blueprint on how to love you. Do you think they should know when you first meet. Well how can you expect love, if you don't love yourself. Love is defined diffferently by each person who desires to have it.  

The final outcome of being taught how to love can be a life changing event for both parties involved,  pay close attention.

Expectations

The Poet says……Men need to learn to secrete more emotions, and knowledge if they really want to connect with their significant other.  If women can’t see past the size of a man’s tool, or how deep he can get while scratching that occasional itch, she will always end up with the same thing, a Wet Ass, A Happy Pussy, but never the real nurturing men she needs and deserves to be with. You see without her having and expectations from any man, everyone who she meets will treat her just like a trick……Come on ladies make your man accountable for you, not just your pussy.

"Know Your Needs"

The Poet says....If you feel like your, Mind, Heart, and Soul is under siege, drop to your knees, and seek help from the only one who can give it to you, stop running from what need to deal with, you have been feeling a certain kinda way for a long time.....Real Talk.