Angles, Sprits, & Human Desires

The very essence of each one that walks near me I desire.  The forbidden fruit of intimacy continue to plague the walls of my mind. The various colors of their skin and the pheromones of the sweetness, that sits just at the bottom of their panties that absorb what I desire to drink and to taste. The inner thighs remain moist from the secretions that never stop flowing. I smell them before they reach my visual and mental satisfaction of how deep my thirst goes. That sweet aroma can only be described as mind altering. Each one I meet or see each have their uniqueness about them. Yes the external has a lot to do with how far my imagination travels but in the end they are not the same despite what others may say. The power of the very structure of her existence is that of our creator, creating each and every one of them in his own divine image.  The creation of the woman and all of her beauty internal and external would have a long lasting affect to all of mankind earthly and heavenly.  The power, the beauty, would not only be desired by men on earth but also that of some of Gods Angels. The Bible speaks about that not only was God please with what he had created but he knew the trials and tribulations of his creations would cause a break down on earth, beginning in the garden Eden and in heaven.  You see our creator was so skilled that the Angels wanted to taste what I have been describing in the beginning of this story. The only way the Angels could taste and feel what God created was in become human.  The only way to do that is to give up their heavenly abilities. Yes no more spiritual talents, no power of any sort that God had given them.  Now you know that if and Angel from heaven desires to be with the women on earth and to lose it all is some really powerful stuff. In the end God got mad at them just like he is mad at us that we are already hear on this forsaken earth that is truly a place of destruction.

Until his return the water falls that secrete from the lower parts of women will continue to give birth, and be used to control the masses of what we know as being normal.

I must go know the wind just blew by the windows of my mind another peace of forbidden fruit that I want to understand why my thirst is never satisfied. I was aware this since I was a young boy. Many have one, some have many I only have one.

Oh! Wait can you smell that, oh yes another sweet pheromone coming this way.

"Forgiveness, Redemption, Restoration"

The Poet says….Forgiveness from a wife or girlfriend is sometimes verbalized for the moment until she realizes that the pain was far greater than she could have ever imagined from what was done to her. There is no set time on how long the forgiveness process takes. During the recovery time of the woman's pain she makes every attempt to allow her heart and mind regain the trust of her mate. The husband or the boyfriend will have a long journey before he is allowed to truly share the space of his wife or girlfriend again, because of her broken heart.  There are very mixed emotions from the woman, and sometimes during the recovery process she feels scorned, lonely, she will desire the emotional connection she once had with her mate. Because she has a wall of protection of being hurt again from her mate, her pheromones secret “Openness” of acceptance from other men. Her walk is different, her conversation is different, and her intimacy is different. She is having sex with her mate, but desires to make love eventually with which she seeks attention.  In the blink of an eye, she has done something that is totally against what she believes.  In the mist of her recovery, and allowing the other men to fill her time and space up she has less of an emotional connection from her husband or boyfriend.  You see once a woman gets emotionally attached with another man it is almost impossible to allow the forgiveness and the redemption to continue for her husband or boyfriend. The things she did with her husband, she is now doing with the other men, and sometimes it’s more than one man, to help fill the void of loneliness.

The constant denial of what she is doing only fuels the behavior, that is wrong, but not wrong to her because now her needs are being fulfilled all over again.  In the mist of emotional rollercoaster she still has insecurities, and expectations from her spouse or significant other. She will continue to search for signs that he continues to be unfaithful. The husband or the boyfriend truly has forgiveness in his hurt, and wants his place back in her heart, but sometimes in life the second chance may have been just too much to handle, so it never happens.

In the end the wounded relationships will either survive, they will die if they both are not trying to truly reconcile.

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